Who am I ???

Hello Everyone. 

My name Is Natalie and i am a stay at home mum. I have a fiancée who i have been with for 6 years. He is also my 5 year old daughters daddy :) 

So .....

who am i ? 

what brings me to blogger today ? 

why has it taken me so long to start a blog ?

so i am a stay at home mum which i love. My partner goes out to work. I personally don't think i can work. The reasons why you may ask is i suffer from chronic back and leg pains, depression and anxiety which puts me back from going back to work. Also i really don't see the point in going back to work, working part time as i would have to pick my daughter up from school just wouldn't be enough money to live off and if i was to go back to work full time my wages would be pretty much paying for child care costs. I dont live near my family so can not ask them to baby sit either, so really i am in a no win situation. 

Now dont get me wrong i am not saying its a bad thing when mums go back to work. Everyone is different and living in different situations. 

I have heard a lot of good things about blogger and think its great its free to use :) 

I think it has taken me so long to start writing a blog from maybe fears no one would read it or what could i possibly write about. I am now facing one of my fears lol. You maybe sitting there thinking its only a blog stop being so silly, but i think that comes from my anxiety. 

Now that you know who i am and what my back ground is, it is now time for me to pluck up the courage and start being a stay at home mummy blogger :) 

I am not to sure yet what i will be writing about but what i do know is i want this to be a personal online journey of my life. 

I would like it to be my personal thoughts and what it is like being a stay at home mummy living with depression and anxiety. 

I hope you enjoy my blog and thanks for reading. 

Natalie